" I chose to love you in silence, for in silence I find no rejection. I chose to love you in your loneliness, for in your loneliness no one owns you, but me "
quote yang sangat menyayat hati… kenapa ga bilang aja langsung? kenapa dia? kadang cinta emang buta..buta..dan buta…
tapi daripada "I love U 4ever", quote itu sejuta kli lebih bermakna…
thanx…
I’ll try to be silence in my loneliness…
hehehehe….
jgn mellow lagi ah…
Pagi ini gw bangun dengan sangat ceria. Mencoba kesekian kalinya untuk jadi positif. nyapain smua orang, senyum2, sampe ketawa ngakak…
And suddenly…
I thought I’m doing just fine… but still, my hand get so cold, my heart beating so fast, and for a moment my brain stop thinking…
How I wish I’m so fine..
Wow…
It still breaking my heart… Sucks…
Smoga positif itu bertahan sampai hari ini berlalu…
bangke…
lagi mellow abis.. tiba2 dikasih kerjaan ma pak taka! shit!! tau gitu gw ga masuk ajah..
sedih.. stress.. frustasi….
knapa gw jadi feelin so miserable bgt yah.. i hate the world today.. so messy.. so blind.. so unfine..
pengen ngilang sesaat dari diri gw. bisa ga sih? i wish i could be whole lot better dealing with myself. tapi??? knapa jadi sucks bgt? bgt? bgt?
i missed u..
juz when i thought i was going to get u back,
u go away from me again..
what am i supposed to do?
what can i do to get u out of this bad and back in to my life?
i feel so helpless sitting here rite now
bcoz i want to help u
so badly and i cant..
bcoz i want u to help me,
i want u 2 smile @ me
i want u 2 listen 2 me
i want u 2 magically uncomplicate my life
d way u used 2 b..
Im sitting here
Thinking bout How im gonna do without
You around in my life and how am I
I gon’ get by
I ain’t got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well im not alright
Feel out of place and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind
So tell me how you feel
Are you for real
Do you still think of me
Do you dream of me at night
So let me tell you how it feels
Wish i was dreaming but its real
Let me tell you how it feels
I think that i will never love again
I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I’m dying here its clear to see
gila yah… ternyata print out tora buanyak banget. ga kebayang nanti lampiran program yang bakal dibikin bakal setebel apa. tora aja uda segitu banyaknya… hhh…
another lonely day in iptek’s inet pc. browsing-browsing buat discovery room.. maenan-maenan standar bgt. pdhal job desk gw harus cari yang extra ordinary!!
waduh… lemote bgt ni kompie.. pake telkomnet instant speednya 36.0 Kbps.. yang salah modemnya, apa komp nya??
ngomongin TORA, prog yg dibikin ntar kerenan mana yah ma TORA? ntar lucu kali yah kirimin ke Taha… hehehe… "Mister..I alredy made a copycat your software.." =)
sepiii banget kaya kuburan disini.. untung kmrn ngopi black eye peas di epraiser. jadi masih bisa ajeb-ajeb…halah..ga penting ya..
hari minggu harusnya sih bisa nyantai.. tapi gw terdampar seorang diri di iptek.
browsing ga da kerjaan.. banyak sih sebenernya.. tapi males ngerjainnya =P
isi2 testi ke orng2.. bener2 iseng ga da kegiatan lain.
dengerin mp3 dari pagi, lama2 lumayan bolot juga..
bis klo ga dipasang sepi bgt.. sendirian di kantor segini gede. cuma ditemenin meja sama bangku, plus buku2 yang tak bersuara. masih mending di galeri.. alat peraganya pada berisik.
ke bawah dulu ah…
Sometimes we wish for the better
When we have it good as it gets
Sometimes the grass isn’t greener
Sometimes we find out we forget
Sometimes the fool doesn’t know he’s a fool
Sometimes a dog he don’t know he’s a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really don’t mean it all
Sometimes a man Is gon’ be a man
It’s not an excuse It’s just how it is
Sometimes the wrong Don’t know that they’re wrong
Sometimes the strong Ain’t always so strong
Sometimes a girl Is gon’ be a girl
She don’t wanna deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don’t mean to give it to you
So girl I’m sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn’t do but I do
Oh so sorry, oh no, oh so sorry
Sometimes I wish I was smarter
Wish I was a bit more like you
Not making stupid decisions made at the last minute
You live to regret when it’s through
Well, sometimes the fool doesn’t know he’s a fool
And sometimes a dog he don’t know he’s a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really didn’t mean it all
Sometimes a man Is gon’ be a man
It’s not an excuse It’s just how it is
Sometimes the wrong Don’t know that they’re wrong
Sometimes the strong Can’t always be strong
Sometimes a girl Is gon’ be a girl
She don’t wanna deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don’t mean to give it to you
So girl I’m sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn’t do but I do
Sometimes the fool doesn’t know he’s a fool
Sometimes a dog he don’t know he’s a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really didn’t mean it at all, at all
Sometimes a man Is gon’ be a man It’s not an excuse It’s just how it is
Sometimes the wrong
Don’t know that they’re wrong
Sometimes the strong
Ain’t always so strong
Sometimes a girl Is gon’ be a girl
She don’t wanna deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don’t mean to give it to you
So girl I’m sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn’t do but I do
something is missing
i can tell by ur eyes
little by little our love has dried
lets talk it over
forgive and forget
i dont wanna ever be lonely again
i wanna fell what we once had
be the way it used to be
all over again…
cieh…cieh… gw punya blog lwoh… =)
